Yeppers, she's gonna be home for a few weeks. It'll be nice to go back to the bickering and arguing on a regular basis again, I miss that and it's really tough to argue with yourself (yeah, I tried it, so sue me).
Just kidding. IN reality, I miss her like crazy because after almost found and a half years, you get used to having someone around to talk to and to hsare your day with and all that. Granted, the sex is good too, but it's really the little things that make it all worthwhile.
Just about have the house looking how I want it (was supposed to have until tomorrow, so I can't be held responsible for that, this was my cleaning day) so it shouldn't be a bad evening overall.
Maybe we'll sit together and watch a movie or something. I have a tub of Kettlecorn from Blockbuster to go with it (back on sale at 2 for $3, and I love their popcorn). We'll see.
Oh yeah, no funbags yet (I know, but that is what she told me to call them, don't blame me on that one :)). She has to have a couple appointments with her regular doc for clearance, then she will be going back down to the City around Thanksgiving for the surgery. On the plus side, she will be staying down there for the recovery, so I will not be listening to the complaining (yeah, I'll hear it about that one, but that's OK too.)
Anyways, back to the cleaning and I hope that you all have a great day!!
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Why do I have to be such a guy sometimes????
I know, it sounds crazy, but it's true.
She is in NYC right now for some Doctor appointments and will likely be coming back a bit more top heavy than when she went down there. I miss her like crazy, but when we get on the hone together, it's like all that goes into hiding and that is frustrating as hell. I don't know why that is, just that it annoys me. I try to be more open and stuff, but it is difficult. For some reason I just can't seem to bring myself to be emotional on the phone.
The other thing is that I feel like she is ignoring me now that she is getting some work done. I know that she is excited and nervous and all that, but hey, I have a life too and there are things going on in it that I want to share too. I am starting a new business of my own and I wanted to share that with her and when I was talking to her about it earlier, she said, "What business?" I was so upset, feeling like my life didn't matter to her. I don't like that either. I know that if I was the one going in for this surgery, I would be nervous as hell, of course, I have a more grounded idea of exactly what they are going to do, but that is just my background speaking (see previous post for that :))
I guess that part of the initial problem is that I spend so freaking much time on the phone for work that I don't know how to just talk on the phone any more. To me it has become something that I spend 12 hours a night doing as a job (no, as much as I know some of you would love it, I am not a sex line operator). I guess I just want her to realize that I really miss her too. She wanted me to talk a little dirty and all I could do was bust out laughing. I can't talk dirty wtih a straight face for some reason.
Ah well, I guess I just have to learn how to get past it. More updates to follow.
She is in NYC right now for some Doctor appointments and will likely be coming back a bit more top heavy than when she went down there. I miss her like crazy, but when we get on the hone together, it's like all that goes into hiding and that is frustrating as hell. I don't know why that is, just that it annoys me. I try to be more open and stuff, but it is difficult. For some reason I just can't seem to bring myself to be emotional on the phone.
The other thing is that I feel like she is ignoring me now that she is getting some work done. I know that she is excited and nervous and all that, but hey, I have a life too and there are things going on in it that I want to share too. I am starting a new business of my own and I wanted to share that with her and when I was talking to her about it earlier, she said, "What business?" I was so upset, feeling like my life didn't matter to her. I don't like that either. I know that if I was the one going in for this surgery, I would be nervous as hell, of course, I have a more grounded idea of exactly what they are going to do, but that is just my background speaking (see previous post for that :))
I guess that part of the initial problem is that I spend so freaking much time on the phone for work that I don't know how to just talk on the phone any more. To me it has become something that I spend 12 hours a night doing as a job (no, as much as I know some of you would love it, I am not a sex line operator). I guess I just want her to realize that I really miss her too. She wanted me to talk a little dirty and all I could do was bust out laughing. I can't talk dirty wtih a straight face for some reason.
Ah well, I guess I just have to learn how to get past it. More updates to follow.
Monday, October 8, 2007
OMG!! Are those BOOBIES?!?!?!?!
OK, I know that title sounds a little juvenile, but if you knew me, you would know that I make it a point to never act my age. I credit this attitude for my youthful looks and energy :)
I held off a little bit longer than I wanted to on writing this because I knew that there was something in the works, something big. Well, about a DD big. Yeah, she is getting the breast augmentation done. Most likely, it will be around Thanksgiving, so I guess we will both have something to be thankful for.
A lot of thought has been running around in my brain pan of late, well since she told me that the funding for it had been secured anyway. I guess it is one of those things that you do when your life is changing. I know that I love this person and that the gender change will not make a difference in that, so that is not the issue, I guess I am wondering what kind of changes this will bring in the relationship because it is going to change how she feels about herself and that can affect everything. Hopefully, it will be for the better.
Part of me wants to run around yelling that I have a new set of fun bags to play with (OK, that was really juvenile, but hey, that's what is going through my head.) The other part of me is waiting cautiously to see what happens. I know that there is going to be a period of griping, bitching and general unpleasantness as she recovers from the surgery (I mean hell, they cut a hole in your chest and shove a big gummy-bear like thing in underneath the muscle and stretch it all to hell and back.... you can't tell me that doesn't hurt like a bastard!!!!) and am hoping that it is a rather quick recovery and minimal complaining :)
I think that I am definitely going to be taking some before shots so that we can document this whole thing. I really wish I had thought of that back in the beginning, because I think that a once a week picture of the transition would have been an amazing documentary. Ah well, such is life, hind sight is always 20/20 eh?
OK, I need to go finish making dinner now. I will keep trying to make these updates a little more frequently. Now that we are up to full staff at the salon, I get a day off here and there so I should be able to fit in a little more blogging time.
Until then, have blast and enjoy life :)
I held off a little bit longer than I wanted to on writing this because I knew that there was something in the works, something big. Well, about a DD big. Yeah, she is getting the breast augmentation done. Most likely, it will be around Thanksgiving, so I guess we will both have something to be thankful for.
A lot of thought has been running around in my brain pan of late, well since she told me that the funding for it had been secured anyway. I guess it is one of those things that you do when your life is changing. I know that I love this person and that the gender change will not make a difference in that, so that is not the issue, I guess I am wondering what kind of changes this will bring in the relationship because it is going to change how she feels about herself and that can affect everything. Hopefully, it will be for the better.
Part of me wants to run around yelling that I have a new set of fun bags to play with (OK, that was really juvenile, but hey, that's what is going through my head.) The other part of me is waiting cautiously to see what happens. I know that there is going to be a period of griping, bitching and general unpleasantness as she recovers from the surgery (I mean hell, they cut a hole in your chest and shove a big gummy-bear like thing in underneath the muscle and stretch it all to hell and back.... you can't tell me that doesn't hurt like a bastard!!!!) and am hoping that it is a rather quick recovery and minimal complaining :)
I think that I am definitely going to be taking some before shots so that we can document this whole thing. I really wish I had thought of that back in the beginning, because I think that a once a week picture of the transition would have been an amazing documentary. Ah well, such is life, hind sight is always 20/20 eh?
OK, I need to go finish making dinner now. I will keep trying to make these updates a little more frequently. Now that we are up to full staff at the salon, I get a day off here and there so I should be able to fit in a little more blogging time.
Until then, have blast and enjoy life :)
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